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Jul. 15th, 2005 @ 10:43 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: Papa Roach- Take Me
worked sucked total asshole tonight!
i didnt even start prep til 9 and i fucking got out of there at like 1045...after crouching into a ball leaned up against the wall on the store room floor bawling my eyes out b/c i was fed up with everything and i had the cramps from hell..then 2 suburbans full of mexicans pulled up ..and all wanted fucking pastrami..eww i almost gagged! 16 footlong pastrami's at 9:56 pm..wat the hell! this has been by far a terrible fucking day and i have never been happier to be at home alone...withot anyone..b/c just about everyone would get on my nerves right now..i`m getting ice..i`m getting water..and i`m getting the hell to bed! i cannot sit up and think about stupid shit ne more or think about the massive amount of pain that i am recieving due to the fact that i am a girl! i hate it i hate it! i`m off this computer to enjoy a night alone to myself and then enjoy a day off tomorrow..mom, we are definetely getting our toes done..cuz mine are grungy! mmk well hope you all had fabolous night you l=fuckers that got to party your friday night away! whatever..atleast i wasnt out creating more drama for myself letting it all build up until it finally gets to the wrong people! yuuup! cant wait to start fucking college so that i can stop working so damn much and hang out with people that i like and play two of my favorite sports! yuuup! mk off to bed...7 days...one week..till tiffani is here..yep excited about that !normally i would be doing flips and bounching off the walls b/c i`m soo excited !but toniight...i just doint have the energy for that! goodnight! and for those of us sleeping alone tonight yet again...dont worry...some day we'll all find that happiness!
i miss you mom! promise me we will hang out tomorrow? i loooovvvveeee you...and yah i`ll clean my room tomorrow!
i miss you too sweetheart..ur probably getting your pimp on right now i`m prolly gettin to bed before you! ahaha
what a fucking night! anxiety is taking over!
P.D.F.out!!!!
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Jul. 15th, 2005 @ 09:43 am ohh this one is funny!

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Name:
Age:
Sex:
Sexuality:
Flirting Skill Level - 61%
Kissing Skill Level - 13%
Cudding Skill Level - 82%
Sex Skill Level - 98%
Why They Love You You are very sweet.
Why They Hate You You talk too much.
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Jul. 15th, 2005 @ 09:14 am finally
i am happy to report that today...this morning...july the 15th...i started my period! yay! im so god damn excited! took long enough....had it been a possibilty by now i woulda been sure that i was pregnant! gosh!
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Jul. 14th, 2005 @ 10:54 pm lucky biotch!
so i figured out another reason why i wanna go to maryland...
not just to see and spend time with tiffani of course and see whut her life is all about and meet her family and all that stuff.. but i just realized that like 5 of my favorite bands are from that state..when i was looking on myspace i found them..and they were from there..i`m like..damn..ok .. i`ll give maryland some credit! atleast theyve got sooooommmme good music, thats a plus..so when i go there.. i dont care if tiffano doesnt wanan go with me, i wanna go see them! ahh! soo amazing! see... you are lucky Tiff! geez
-ever since radio
-elenor
-burning rosewood
-there's always forever
-silent film

god ur one lucky girl..we have like..yellowcard..haha
thas one thing that i wanna do!
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Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 08:50 pm my day, my night, my thoughts!
Current Mood: soresore
Current Music: ur mom
thought number one...
whoever invented pizza should seriously be given a million dollars right this second because i just bit into the most amazing piece of pizza ever! ahhhh
thought number two...
basketball sure is a fun sport...its a friendly game where girls can work together and play a nice game of shoot the ball in the basket...til this fucking hoe bag named danae come up in the gym thinking she`s all hot shit... i dont think i`ve evr seen that girl pass before in my life..walk ur ass back to william jessup bitch you are soo not wanted! you and ur like lame as drive to th ehole just aint workin for your ass! damn bitches aint shit~ lmao mel...god i had fun tonight...me and mel bonded which wa s arare ocassion bc im new on the team and stuff and i dont know too many people..but she woarmed up with me and she was on my team the whole day and we worked well together! we got good court connection! yuppizle! dang! then she straight up text messaged me and was like "haha you did good tonight girrrrll" like with 4 r and 2 ls or some shit! i was like..mmm! cool! so i dunno its cool that i finally have a friend! and no... i`m not a pimp T it wont be more! mmmmkay
thought number three
nop matter how hard people try they always get caught up! always always always! and i am the queen of figurin shit out! sooo umm...dont try and run ur game on me! cuz im def not havin none of that! like tonight i was supposed to go hang out with jess and i called her and she`s all "i`m hanging with my family right now " bladdy blah ha and so i text messaged megan..her g/f...she`s all "yeh she`s at my house taking a fucking shower and some shit and were going out" i`m all...bitch pleassssseeee u done got caught up! damn...so nope i def. wasnt born yesterday..and stuff dont get past me...nothing...and no matter whut is said or how you try and hide it.. i will find out! MMM KAAA
thought number 4
my back itches
thought number 5
i am really excited because there are only 12 more days until tiffani is here..thank god so finally can stop talking everyones ear off about it! damn! wayyy excited! SD's gonnab e like ten kinds of fun! crap
thought number 6
i hate the fact that there is no hot water! damnit ruining my night, lol
thought numer 7
i think that its way cool that both of my coaches are lesbians...lol... even though my 50 year old basketball coach wants my very good looking tennis coach, lol.. i still think its cool as hell! maybe they will relate a little better! yuuuup
thought number 8
i didnt spell thought number 7 right
thought number 9
im in serious lovveeeeee! ;) lol
thought number 10
i dislike mountain bikes...kayak's and tanning booths...they took my mama away! :(
thought number 11...last final thought
there is nothing worse than stilllllllll smelling like subway even after showering and sweating for 3 hours! god!

<3 much love!

mm i appologize for the ghetto ass way that i just explained myself...i promise it`ll never happen again
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Jul. 7th, 2005 @ 04:24 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: brooke hogan
maybe becoming a bike slut could qualify me as doing something good with my time?
i will look into it
2 things...
i will not cancel plans on anyone else..my bike will never be more important
and two...
i wont wear those shorts...ewww! lmao
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Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 08:33 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: melissa etheridge...how gay is that?? lmao
ganked from my mother who ganked it from girlsonfilm...interesting screename

SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
a bed
a surfboard rug
4 guitars
bongos! yes
a weird hightech cd player
lots and lots of pictures
a lamp that has all my belt braclets on it

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
my mother
my legs
my car
my phone...its true
sunshine
water
peanut butter cookies
ok i`ll add one more...music
SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

adopt a child
find a cure for aids...terrible thing..
take it to italy california style
fly a plane
hold my breath for longer than 2 minute
sky dive...even if it means the end of everything
be half the woman my mother is
SEVEN OTHER THINGS:
Do You:
1. Smoke? nopppppppe
2. Do drugs? hell no
3. Read the newspaper? umm nope i`ve upgraded to the news
4. Drink? ocassionally..but never do i bet beligerent
5. Have a job? yes
6. Attend church? nope
7. Wish on stars? every night

Have you ever:
1. Gone skinny dipping? hell yes ;)
3. Swam in the dark? yes
4. Been to a Bonfire? yes
5. Ran away from home? i tried to when i was fighting with a friend
6. Played strip poker? mmhmm...yes basketball camp memories
7. Pulled an all nighter? yes one too many

SEVEN THINGS IN LAST 24 HOURS:
have you...
1. Cried? tears of happiness
2. Sang? i am right now
3. Been kissed? nope..still waitin
4. Felt stupid? i always feel stupid
5. Talked to an ex? nope but i saw maria drive by today
6. Missed someone? yes
7. Had sex with someone? i discussed this today with my mom, lol


interesting questions
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Jul. 5th, 2005 @ 05:18 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: hothot
Current Music: heart- crazy on you
i am not:lynn sanford...so whoever you are stop calling and leaving me messages... i do not specialize in hot tubs
i hurt:after basketball
i love:emo music

i hate:lettuce and cheesecake...uuhhhhghhgh
i hope:that president bush gets assasinated
i hear:tiffani breathing on the phone
i crave:something x rated...lol
i regret:nothing at the moments
i cry:when i watch the notebook or think about animal cruelty
i care:about you with every bit of my heart
i always: say "yah right"
i long to: live in a house on the beach with the person i love
i feel alone:when i am alone....
i listen:to everything but stupid rap from the ghettos of Baltimore, MD
i hide: under my comforter when i hear stuff outside my door

i drive:a sunfire...hmm ya must be nice to drive a mustang..yah
i sing:all the time...especially when i drive
i dance: in sqaures..sometimes circles...but i get down YO!
i write:right handed
i breathe: b/c i heard its what you have to do if you wanna live
i play:solitare on my computer when i wait for people to get online
i miss:san diego
i search:google for random people
i learn: far too much from my mom sometimes
i feel:hot...umm..is that hot?
i know:how to kick ur ass if you get on a damn mountain bike and ride with my mother! dont try me to see if i`m kidding.
i succeed:when i feel like it!
i fail:b/c i get so wraped up in things sometimes
i dream:of living in california...close enough to the beach to walk ...hand in hand with the love of my life...just in time to watch the sunset (stolen from tiffani)
i sleep:naked sometimes
i wonder:if i had upper arm flabs could i flap them and fly away?
i want:tiffani
i worry:about the future of america and its citizens under the rule of republicans
i have:everything i`ve wanted thus far
i give:....ohh u know
i fight: people who think they are ghetto
i wait:and wait and wait...and i`ll wait forever if thats how long i have to
i need:a new paint job car
i am: a girl...ohh wait..lemme check..yep..wait..yah i`m a girl
i think:too much
i can't help the fact that:i am crazy about you
i stay:the nights in hotels when i am on vacation..lol..couldnt think of ne thing else
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Jul. 5th, 2005 @ 09:36 am uhhhhh
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: Screaming Infedelities
work is teeeeehhhhh succckkky!
pretty much am exhausted outa my mind
ahhhhh
well tonight should be interesting,another lovely father daughter happy time....ehhh gag me.. ilike how the only time that he has time for me is when i have an ortho appointment..lmao...lame ass
whatever
so nevada tonight...wooohooo
ne ways, work time
maybe today will be better
.........ehhh
probably not
fucking kangaroos
the end
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Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 06:05 pm be original!
gettin ready to go out on an intense 4th of f'n july! yippie!
im sure i`llbe back by ten
pics...the before ones
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and for you babe....
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haha thats whut you are!
hope everyones was eventful! yup bye!
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